I lost one side of the earring my sister gave me for my birthday yesterday. The one I wore out on my birthday. It's really pretty, crowns and all. Princess! I lost it. I feel real bad losing it. But at the same time I feel relived, happy, sad, mad, glad, reluctant? Yes I'm confused now.
Feels like a pick-your-mood day.
Right now I just feel like lying down on a huge green field of grass and start shouting, then laughing, then crying. And just die there. Cuz everyone will be too busy to notice me. Nobody admires nature here. All they do is work, eat and sleep.
I'm having trouble breathing since afternoon and I have no idea why.
And I'm feeling so sleepy but I shouldn't even try.
Hmm. Why try?
Let's runaway. Somewhere far. Somewhere distant. Somewhere people only read about in fairy tales.
I must really be crazy. Maybe I should just take something strong and go to sleep. I'm really tired.